RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

[[Yay!
FRIENDS ARE GOOOOOD!

I just went shopping with my mum, got CD's, a new hat, Metal Hammer and other such crap I didn't need.
But she felt guilty over the fact I can't go to college so decided to treat me.
Awww.
And she's getting me and my sister tickets to see our favourite stand-up comedian in October!
Yaaaay!]]

((Hey Guys.))

[[Hey!
]]

((Where be Chloe? If you are reading this:
Chloe, I'm so sorry about everything. I had no idea Emma was that bad.
I mean, I was having fun with Alex. A lot of fun, I was the happiest I had been in ages, *Shrug* But whenever I talked to her she just murmered a short reply and that was all.
And then left me in the middle of Portsmouth, so I hadta get back myself, which was kinda hard, specially coz there was a creepy man behind me talking to himself in a creepy way. Alex wanted to stay, but couldn't.

And now I don't know what to do. I had such a great day, and now I don't know what to do.

Sorry about it all, I'm just scared you blame me for it all and will hate me for it.
I tried my best.
*Shrug*
I'm sorry.

And hey Syn. How are you?))

[[Annoyingly hyper.

What's wrong, hon?]]

((Uh, everything?
I had like, the best day ever with Alex, holding eachother and stuff, yet the whole time I was trying so hard to talk to Emma, but she just looked like she wanted to kill us both the whole time and refused to talk. She told me she wanted to kill herself, ever so randomly in the middle of the street, I was just like Wtf?! No!!
And then she ran off somewhere and then just... went home alone.
I stayed with Alex until his train came and then he left and I went home alone.
And I have no idea what to do now.
I am scared Chloe hates me forever, coz she phoned me asking what the hell was going on and then talked to Emma, and now I don't know where she is.
I'm scared that Emma hates me and I have absolutely no idea what she is doing right now.
Gah! I am so... Grr right now. I can not handle all this! Not again!! Grr. *Cries*))

[[I'm sure that neither of them hate you, okay?
They're not like that.

Emma will be okay, I can't see her having done anything. She's probably just upset over being a third wheel. I mean, obviously there's more to it than that but during depression, tiny things can trigger it. It's not your fault. She'll be okay. I'm sure Chloe's okay too.]]

((I freaking hope so. Seriously, I don't know what I am going to do.
I put so much time and effort last time helping her out, I don't know if I can do it again.
I'll try though. I guess.
I understand that she must have felt like that, me and Alex were so into eachother and all that. But she must have expected it, and she wasn't really okay from the start.
She took 5 of my Ibruvens at once, I didn't realise until I looked later.
Alex helped. He really did, he did what you usually do for me, like, de-stress me. Coz it was hard for me, like, in the middle of Portsmouth, friend saying she wants to do this stuff and me having to deal with it.
Even though it was all my fault, it was hard on me.
Even though that sounds really selfish to say.
But I had fun today. It was one of the best days ever.
I just don't know what to do right now...
And I am supposed to be sleeping round Chloe's tonight, but I don't know where she is or what she is doing so I don't think that is going to happen.
I just don't know right now.))

[[She might be at home, just not online.

Maybe she ended up thinking that today was going to be bad and therefore tried to distance herself from it?
You're never logical when you've got depression.
Well, I'll help out again as much as I can.
Whatever you need.]]

((HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!
Sorry I went off the eat foooooooooooooood.
Emma is with me now.
Everything tis Okie-h Dokie-h!
Muauaahahaha!!!!))

((I am confused now.
Emma is at Chloe's.
I seriously give up now.
I feel like I am going to throw up.
And I just wanna sleep.
I hate feeling like this.
I had such a great day.
And now I am just stressed.
For no reason apparently.
And now I am so confused, more than I have ever been.

Thankyou.))

[[Hello Chloe and Emma!


Aww, it'll be okay.
See?
*pokes Chloe's post*]]

Captain Syn wrote:

[[Hello Chloe and Emma!


Aww, it'll be okay.
See?
*pokes Chloe's post*]]

((
You poked my post!
BITCH!
L0L. Just kidding.
How are yoooooooooooooou?))

((I am just plain confused right now.
I give up.))

[[I have a new hat, so I am content.
And yes I poked your post!
I'm allowed!!!]]

Captain Syn wrote:

[[I have a new hat, so I am content.
And yes I poked your post!
I'm allowed!!!]]

((-le gasp-
Well I am allowed to poke you...
FACE!
))

[[*hugs Jo*
It's okay, let's put it that way.
:)


HAHAHAHAHA!
I win.

Dude, this new Atreyu album is... weird.]]

((I just don't understand how everyone is acting so normal like nothing happened now.
I am just like so much.
I'm so confused.
I just... I don't wanna do this anymore.
It may seems like I am overreacting, but I was fucking so scared today, and now it's as if it is fine and I am confused.
And I wanna go now.))

[[
You're not overreacting.
You're worried, it's natural, yeah?
We're just being stupid and daft to try and cheer everyone up, okay?
If you want to talk it over too, that's fine.]]

((Hello! I am cooking! Muhaah!
Syn, you still gonna call me tonight? Even though I shall be alone.))

[[LoL, yeah if you like!

My God, Atreyu are trying to be A7X.
Guess who's pretty much stopped screaming?
Haha, Alex.]]

((Awesome. I will be back on later, so you can call me after then. I just gonna go eat now. BRb.))

[[Okie dokie!
I shall read fic, watch Ross Noble and resist the urge to rape Metal Hammer.]]

((I'm back.
I feel like shit, but whatever.
Have fun with your phone call.
I talked to my mom and she kinda cleared stuff up a little.
*Shrug*))

[[Sorry, was washing my hair.

I don't know what else I can say to be honest.]]